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Published December 9, 2007 Tracy, CA, in Our Town for the Tracy Press |
Woman's sadness goes way back
By 45,
Jennifer had struggled with diagnosed depression for more than 10 years. She
had been through counseling and was prescribed medication over a long period
of time. No matter what method of help she tried, it seemed that a feeling of
sadness had an unshakable grip on her.
She blamed her depression on
the breakup of her marriage years earlier. Her husband had wandered from their
relationship and fallen in love with someone else, ending their marriage.
Jennifer was devastated by the rejection.
She’d always remembered
having that feeling of sadness, even as a child. However, it became more of an
issue after her marriage fell apart. It was now affecting her personal and
business relationships. When she was not working, she would sleep, never
leaving her home any more than was absolutely necessary.
Interacting with people was an emotional struggle. She withdrew into a very
dark existence.
In a search for relief from
her depression, Jennifer decided to have a past-life regression. Her
girlfriend had great success with releasing a phobia through this method of
healing, and Jennifer thought it might help her.
Once Jennifer relaxed into a
comfortable state of hypnosis, I asked her to go back to the time when her
depression originated. She immediately began painting a picture with her
words.
“I see myself standing on a
windy rock ledge, feeling broken and overcome with the deepest sadness,” she
said.
I asked her what event
created this sadness, and she began exploring her past life.
“My name
is Claire, I live in Ireland, and the year is 1786. I’m 15 years old and in
love with a soldier. He looks magnificent as he rides through my village on
his horse. He has always shown me favor, and I know I will marry him. He has
told me that he loves no other like me. I am so happy.”
Jennifer moved forward in
time and saw where she had given herself to this man and shortly afterward
discovered that he was to marry another. She was devastated. The only future
she knew was the one she imagined with him.
As the days and weeks became
years, Claire refused the attention of other men and became detached from life
itself.
She moved forward in time to
the last day of her life in that lifetime.
“Beneath me are craggy,
windswept cliffs, and the ocean is so wild below,” she said. “It’s cold, and
there is a heavy mist, but I am emotionally numb and do not feel the sting of
the wind on my face or the icy cold through my billowing nightgown. Out of
pain and desperation, I leap to my death.”
At this point in Jennifer’s
past-life regression, she had the unique ability to understand why she went
through the emotional trauma of the past life and how it relates to her life
now.
Upon reflection, Jennifer
said that in the past life, she was to learn the lesson of overcoming
rejection and loss of a relationship. She remarked that she didn’t do such a
good job, because she allowed the loss to keep her from seeking a life of
happiness. Instead, she sank deep into sorrow and allowed the negative
experience to deepen to the point of suicide.
Jennifer immediately saw the
connection to her current life. She said that she has the opportunity to learn
the same lesson that she was given in the past life. She realized that she has
a choice to allow her circumstances of rejection and loss to ruin the rest of
her life — or to rebound from it.
It’s been a year since her
session, and Jennifer is dating.
Before she leaves for work
each day, she attends an exercise class with friends. Interacting with people
at her work has become enjoyable, making her days a much more positive
experience.
Jennifer is happy with her
life and feels she has overcome the broken relationship of this life and the
sadness that seemed to plague her for so long. She attributes her healing to
the discovery of her past-life experience and the knowledge of her present
life lessons.